Hello everyone. I'm not death yet, i'm just really busy with things and life.
I'm currently trying to get a job and stuff, but i will have to wait until 2013 for maybe get one.. ;v;

But for now, i'm trying to get money for start to get my own house and stuff. But, i need money for that..
So, that why i got a really small and simple job / challenge from a friend.

If his Minecraft french serie get 10.000 views for the frist 10 episodes (Who are in two part), i will get a bit of money who will really help me to do stuff in the future. And that where i need all of you.

I need you to click on every video who are linked below, this is in french. But the only thing who really matter is the views counter.
So please, give me a hand to someone who really start to have big life problem and stuff ? .v.

Episode 00 : [link]
Episode 01 : [link] / [link]
Episode 02 : [link] / [link]

This journal will be uploaded every day until the episode 10 is out. Please, help me to win this challenge.

Hm, so.. I have this feeling for a month now, but i can't deny. I got sick of the Sonic fandom..
A lot of peoples did the same recently, like Fumuu (Aka Fantasiia), Isakysaku, etc.. And yeah.. That now my turn.

I still really like Sonic and stuff, but i'm going to be way more quiet until i start to like the fandom again..
So, for the people who are in the One hour Sonic group, there won't be much update now.. I'm sorry.
And the stupid peoples who don't understand the concept of the group and put random deviations make me just want to close the group.. So yeah..

Also, i started to like the Kirby fandom, and man.. I have meet so many good peoples.. :')

Yesterday, that was my birthday, and damn.. All the love i recieved was amazing.
Even if in my familly and stuff my birthday was really bad, i really enjoyed every "Happy birthday" and gifts from everyone. And my day was finally starting to be better during the night.. So yeah.

Thanks you all for all the gifts, i'm going to feature them all in this journal !

Hello everyone, it's me Ludo' !
I'm not death yet, sorry for didn't do a update before.. I was busy.. ^^"

But, now i have the time. I wanna talk about some stuff going on with me and my DA.
Like you see, i'm starting to be inactive on deviantart.. I'm still checking my deviantart everyday and stuff, but i don't upload like i did a year ago.
Why ? Well, there is a lot of reason :
- Minecraft is kinda a bit death and i don't really know what to do. I don't wanna take some random crappy picture and upload it, my watchers deserve the best.. <3
- Recently, i lost a lot of friends on deviantart. They got busy, inactive or totally cut the bridge on everything. And, that kinda hurt me a lot...
- I'm addicted to Tumblr, tumblr have such a great community.. ^^

But yeah, i'm maybe less active but that don't mean i'm death. I'm still doing the One Hour Sonic group, replying to comment and others.
Also, my birthday is coming really fast.. 31 August..

And i still don't know what i want for my birthday.. XD
I may maybe ask some money to go to the Minecon 2012, since this year the Minecon is at DisneyLand Paris..

But anyways, small update for telling you i'm not gone. I'm just less active ! <3

Yesterday, i have think that was just a random pain but now..

My kidney problem is back.

What that mean ? Well, my kidney is making slowly some small rock who get stuck inside my kidney and make me having a lot of pain randomly.
You can't see what i mean ? Well, the pain is kinda the same of a girl having a baby.

So yeah, now i have to drink like 2L - 3L of water and pee water.
If i pee yellow or other, that bad.

Fun fact, when i pee Yellow i don't hurt.. But when i pee water. I hurt..

The annoying thing is, this started again since i have see my doctor at the hospital. WHY ?! Did my doctor press something who make my kidney hurt or something like that ?!
Anyways, now you know my situation..

And tomorrow i have to go outside for maybe start to find a job.. Fuck me..

Copy and paste from my tumblr..

Oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaad.

1.Why did you join DeviantART?
I started to watch some art done by :iconmasa-bowser:, and then i started to make a account for follow him/her.

2.What does your username have to do with you?
That my name + a word.

3.What is your current avatar of?
Ludo jumping on something.. :3

4.How many watchers do you have, and how many do you watch?
"Ludolik watches 290 people, while 884 people watch Ludolik"

5.Do you have more than one account?
Nope !

6.Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
Oh god, sorry but no. I can't decide. So many good artist.. ;v;

7.What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
To much people i admire.. ;v;

8.How many deviants do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
...0

9.Do you comment, fave, or both?
Comment.

10.What do you typically post on deviantart?
Photography, also Minecraft.

11.Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
Contest no. Group, yeah.

12.What is your most popular deviation?




13.What's your favorite submission in your favorites gallery?
Omg, I don't think I can pick ;U;


14.What are the things you wish you could draw better?
CIRCLE. ;A;

15.Do you have Premium Membership?
Yes.

16.How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
A very long time 8D

17.Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Fast

18.What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Heeeeh.. Idk. ;w;

19.What is the most annoying/offending comment you've received?
I don't remember.

20.What/who inspires you?
... ;w;

21.Do you use guidelines when you draw?
....

22.Do you associate people on DeviantART with their icons?
Sometimes.

23.Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
Not yet.

24.Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
Nooope.

Well, look like a lot of you love Tumblr.
I wanted to do this "Feature" tumblr journal a long time ago, but didn't get the courage to do it.
But when i saw some really good blog who have only two "Likes".. That annoying me.

On tumblr we can found a lot of blog, Personal blog, art blog, rping blog and also Ask blog.
The "Ask" blog is kinda my favorite thing on tumblr, and i wanted to share you my favorites with you. C:

(Click on one of the picture for go to the blog)




Also check..

Ask Shadow
Ask Vector the Crocodile
Wuffle Comic (Not a ask)
Theferalcrewreplies (All the Sonic character in animal form.)
Ask Metal Sonic

I really like all of the blog i just cited and i really wanted to give them a feature and a little bit of encouragement. Hope that will help !

(You can ask things anonymously, exemple.. Go follow and ask to the purple douchebag some things, he love that. :'D)

EDIT : Thanks guys for the support.. ;v;
I feel a bit better now..
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Hello guys. You maybe saw i'm not much "active" with the upload on DA now..
I think you deserve to know everything..

I'm feeling like shit right now.
I'm going to turn 18 this year, my dad want me to find a job without any qualification and a life already make me tired everyday.
I have the feeling i'm starting to be "forgotten" by everyone (When you see the stats going down..) and no one come talk to me on skype. (When i have +100 contacts..)
And i'm feeling i don't have any real watcher.. Only random people watching me or friend..

And everything show me i suck really bad..
I'm not saying i will stop DA. Deviantart is something where i go everyday and stuff.
But, i don't have the good feeling to be loved by people anymore..

You know.. When you hurt your own feeling for other..
Lost a lot of time for doing something and got ignored..
You just don't want to do anything..

I do have fun to moderate the One Hour Sonic group.. But still..
When you know there is only 14 entries.. You just want to stop everything..


And why i am writing this ? No one will care..
I'm just a big shit..

Because the OHS competition 2 end tomorrow, i will have to do some pools for the public vote.
And also because that E3 Nintendo conference is starting soon. I'm going to spam you a lot with some "OMFG. SUPER MARIO 64² UIYUIHUIFH" pools thingy. c:


Sorry, i love you guys. <3

Hello, i didn't do a journal for a while. Sorry. \o
So, i want to do a update about me, my DA and stuff.

For the last 3 months, i got pretty sick and depressed.
My life was hard and stuff, but now i'm taking a LOOOOOOOOOOT of medicine making me see rainbow and poney everywhere. (Lie)
So now, i'm feeling kinda.. Better ?

Oh yeah, i forgot. I just lost one teeth with a sticky candy and my dentist going to kill all my teeth in the next month. YAYAYAYAYAYAY.

Also, you can see.. My DA is kinda.. "More photo less Minecraft" right now.
I'm a photographer, i love doing that and i want to share all my bewtiful shitty picture of my stupid dog eating my hair every morning.

But, i know 89% of the people here want MOREH MINECRAFTZZZ!!1!1!1!.
That not my fault, i want to do more Minecraft stuff, but i don't want to give you shit with a stupid pixel art or other.
I want to give you rainbow on a birthday box, you know what i mean ? HEH ? HEEEEH ?

So yeah, also.. I'm kinda sad only 2% or my watcher come see my shitty real life picture. I feel i'm starting to be useless. </3

SO YEAH. WATCHER. FRIEND. POTATOS. I LOVE YOU.

ALSO. JOIN THE GROUP. BECAUSE.. WE HAVE STICKY CANDY.

I got tagged by

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.

2. Tell you a colour you remind me of.

3. Tell you what element I believe you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).

4. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.

8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9. Tell you what food/ flavour/smell you remind me of.

10. Tell you to do one in your journal too, if you have not already done it.

ROUND 2 GO

Oh god. It's a new JOURNAAAAAAAL~ .
I'm kinda bored, my back hurt and i'm derping arround.. So.

Tell me what you think about me, and i will tell you what i think about ya. <3
And if you don't tell me with love. I will poke you in the face ! 8D

Booyah ! I'm done with this game. 79,2 % done.

[Spoiler Alert, if you going to buy the game, don't read]

Gameplay - Easy control or Hard control ?

For be hornest, at the start i didn't really get scared of the control. (Using the circle pad + R + screen.)
The control work pretty well, but.. Dashing really fast is hard.
Also, every level have one flying section and one walking section. And the walking section is the best one, a platform - fighting gameplay. I like that.

Story Line - Everyday i'm laughing.

So, the basic story is : BAD EVIL GIRL IS BACK. YOU MUST KILL IT AGAIN ! JKFHJKSHJFHJHF.
But, after the basic story, the real story begin. More characters, a better story and more fun.
Yeah. FUN. Because every minute, the characters talk and say some really funny stuff. I won't tell you because..

You know, when Pit talk about Nintendogs or a another character talk about doctor Kawashima.. You have to laugh. :'D

...

So yeah. Kid Icarus Uprising. A great 3DS game, having a good story mode, a mutliplayer mode really fun.
But one thing : MY NECK HURT SO MUCH. JKFHSJKHFJKHKJH ;A;

I need to put my neck on a pillow now. ;u;

Sorry for spamming you guys with my random sad journal.. I just want to tell you everything happen right now.. Because maybe one day, you will never see me anymore.. ;_;

So, today was again a really bad day. After my depression, i have think that going to be a good day. My doctor come this morning for give me some medicine, i wake up early. And the sky was blue.

Sadly, the day get wrost really fast.. Why ? Because my dad start to be more and more crazy..
And today was the limit. He punch me in the neck for no reason. I was trying to walk in the kitchen with my leg hurting me, he punch me.

... I don't even know anymore.. He also wanted to throw me at the window..
I feel i'm going to get killed now..

I officialy got a hard week.. I think.. I will go watch some funny stuff now.. I need to change my mind..

Edit : Now i feel better. My leg still hurt, but that fine. Sorry for making you worry guys. I got a really hard day today.. Hope tomorrow will be better !


This journal will maybe be really wrong and annoying, i'm sorry..

So today, i wake up at 11:50 AM. Why ? Because i really get a bad night. Dreaming about my dead dog have make me sad all the night..
After this horrible night, i start to hear my dad yelling at my mom.. For no reason again.

And, when he see me wake up he already start to yelling at me : "Hey you idiot, you know you have your school today ?" "You not hungry ? You pussy" etc...
10 mins later, he come back and start to really make me angry and sad, he told me why i wake up so lately.. I told him i have get a bad night, i dream about my dead dog and stuff..

He kinda laugh at me and continue to yelling at me..

One hour later, he go away and my mom start to told me to go in "school". But she didn't see i was crying.. So she continue to told me to go, ect..
I start to told her i was sad, i hate my life, she only stay with my sister and never get time to talk to me, ect..

And i start to be fucking angry, i was yelling so hard, my heart was going so fast.. And i hurt my leg like a boss..
She wanted to call the hospital for make me go away, i didn't wanted that..

So we talk.. And everything was better...For now...

Right now, i'm writing this with one hand... My leg hurt.. My day is bad..
Sorry for this stupid journal, i just need to talk..

This icon is a weapon.. Can hypnose everyone watch it.. Rawrawrawr.
THANKS for this amazing weapon. I mean icon.

ALSO WATCH THIS NEW GIRL, SHE HAVE AMAZING PICTURE, AND NAKED SONIC :
(What ? Sonic is already naked in videogame ? I DONT CAAAAAAAAARE)
RAWRAWRAWRAWRAWR IM A DINOSAUR AND IM RIDING A FLYING POTATO IN MARS